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Tuesday, December 23rd: was the Secret Santa at Lora's house. And i had to go to costco w/ my auntie, mom & cousin first..so i went w/ them. ANd um..when i got home..i got ready & left to lora's house. Everyone was there except for me, merann, charyze & ariel. So we waited..and we baked brownies. ^_^ they were yummy. haha..and um..everyone knew who everyone else had EXCEPT for stenny. coz she didnt know i had her..but then Miss Lora Johnson jez says it coz she thought that stenny knew. Haha..so much for SECRET. but it's okay, i love her anyways. =D. When everyone else arrived..we did the secret santa thing..& i LOVE the present from THAO. a "Shiitted up" Shirt. (HAHA) and a "shiitted up" roxy wallet. i LOVE iT! haha. and then..we jez chilled & watched GiA. the DVD that charyze got for merann. its um...iNTERESTiNG! and the fact that it's based on a true story makes it TERRiFiC. haha..but it's kinda odd. it was a LONG movie though. After that, thao, merann, nichole, stenny, thao & i jez talked..and i fell asleep for a whiles. then um..we all fell asleep. it was a great day. =D Wednesday, December 24th: me & merann woke up and watched Kevin play his game. haha it was pretty cool. then um..Lora made us all breakfast. CHURiZO. =D it was SUPER good. then um..we talked..and didnt get outta bed. haha. my mom called me at 1 something..and my auntie picked me up at around..2 i think. and when i went home..i helped my mom wrap some gifts..and then..i jez stayed home. And jessica came over..so we chilled with the family for the rest of the night. and um..yeah i got presents. and opened some of them. >.< lol. Thursday, December 25th: MERRY CHRiSTMAS!! i just chilled w/ the family for the day..and yeah.. it was pretty fun. Friday, December 26th: well..i was SUPPOSED to go shopping..but ended up not going because of some problems. lol.. but it's all good. i chilled w/ jessica for the day..coz she slept over again..and um..yeah. BORiNG!! haha. Saturday, December 26th: yet another day of staying at home with jessica. but we ate alot . haha and i got my KFC again. =D. Um..yeah..that was pretty much it. Sunday, December 27th: ate a lot in the morning..and um..my parents left to ikea..so me & jessica were bored. jessica called her dad to see if he wanted to go shopping..and yeah. he came and picked us up..and took us to Fashion. and my uncle paid for everything. GEEEZUZ. i felt SUPER bad. but he insisted so hey. haha..um..after shopping..we went to dennys to eat. the waiter dude was REALLY nice. haha.."who gets eggs at seven pm?? " haha. um..after that..my uncle took me home..and then i helped my mom clean & organize stuff. then at around 12:00, my cousin came home & phil & alex & justin were with him. so i went downstairs to kick it w/ them. after alex & justin left..the three of us went upstairs. and i played DDR w/ phil. we played till 2:30 and then we got tired of it so we stopped. and then we talked till about 3:00 in the morning..and then i went to sleep. THE END. it was AWESOME chillen w/ jessica for 1 2 3 4 days!!! BUT..i missed my gerls. i missed out on lora's kick it & the pq pardee. Eh. SORRY GERLS!!! but yeah..it's cold..BYE BYE!!

been a while huh? mm..well yeah. Friday,December 19th: my birthday. von's birthday. daniels birthday. HAPPY BiRTHDAY! after school, i saw david and yeah..it was kool seeing him again. gunna be a while till the next time i see him i guess. but um..i went home. slept for a while. minh came over so i hung out w/ him for a bit. then i got ready. and at around 6:15, lora & iliana rang my doorbell & KiDNAPPED ME!! haha..and fran was in the car (i knew it was fran coz iliana slipped.) haha. but um..they took me to callahans..BLiND FOLDED. and ariel, thao, merann, stenny, nichole, jackie j, rosanne, charyze, iliana, lora & fran sang happy birthday. =). THANKS GiRLS!! "So Bernice, how's yer birthday going?!" OH i DONNO..U TELL ME LORA! ;). we ate..talked..took pictures. and then afterwards, we went to big five and looked around..then boba..and fran & iliana went with me to toys r us coz i wanted a hula hoop. and i just got something for lora there coz i thought it was kyoote. and then we went back to boba..charyze, iliana, fran & ariel got picked up and then the rest of us walked over to mj's house. man, me & nichole are in love with ECKO! =). but um..yeah. my auntie picked me up at around 9:30. and i can honestly say that that was one of the best birthdays i've ever had. THANKS LORA for arranging everything. ^_^. Saturday, December 20th: my mommy's birthday! i stayed at home all day and then i went out to eat with my auntie, four of my cousins, my other auntie, and kyle. afterwards, jessica came home with me..and then we just chilled for the rest of the night. Sunday, December 21st: my mom & dad took me & jessica out to eat..and then we went to Ikea to look for something for me. and then we went home. i was supposed to get my second hole pierced..but then my cousin was busy so she couldnt take me. after a while of being at home..my mom and dad took me & jessica to north county to go shopping. and um..yeah. i wanna work at sanrio. =D. anyways..it was a pretty fun night. considering all the nervous chickens, nervous piggys, calm potatos, stinky faces, RED faces, embarrassing moments, & boo booing everywhere!! haha..inside joke w/ jessica. and yeah. we went home at around 9:00 & my dad took us to KFC coz i was craving some. and then we went home & i ordered pizza for my mom. talked to andrew on the fone. and that's pretty much it. Monday, December 22nd: HAPPY BiRTHDAY JEANNETTE!! i MiSS YOU & LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!!! =D. i called jayda to wish her a happy birthday..and i talked to her for a couple minutes. and yeah. at around 10:00, my mom & auntie drove jessica down to her house and then her school coz she had basketball practice. then after that, we went to the us post office to renew my passport thing since i'm going to vietnam and thailand and taiwan and all those other places during spring break next year. and um..waiting in line was SUCH a pain. but it's okay. when we were done..the three of us went out to eat..and after that..we went to Mei Lee imports coz my mommy wanted to get something. and then..we went home. and i stayed at home for the rest of the day. i WAS gunna go to stennys..but my mom wouldnt let me. SUCKS. i talked to lora on the fone. and i also talked to sunni on the fone. it was great catching up with her. =D. my mom's been on my case a lot lately. i donno why. it's weird. but yeah, oh well. what can i do? Tuesday, December 23rd: today is the secret santa thing w/ the gerls at lora's house. hm..i wonder if my secret santa knows that i'm her secret santa? hm..maybe this time..it'll actually be a secret!! haha. jk..but yeah. i'm gunna..go eat. so bye!!

Hmm..well well well..i've finally found time to write in this again. ^_^. on wednesday..we had our winter concert w/ band..and it was pretty fun. oh yeah..i MADE VARSiTY!!! woo geez..i havent been updating lately. but anyways..um..yesterday in third period, c/g had our potluck..and yeah. we exchanged gifts..and vinnie got me this SUUUUUUUUPER KYOOOTE PRECiOUS MOMENTS SNOWGLOBE..iTS A TWO iN ONE!! YESSSSS. hAHA. BUT i JUST WANNA SAY THANKS TO ViNNiE!!!. En yeah. Umm..i couldnt go out after skool becoz i had to study for my chinese final, which is today. EEEEEEEEEEPS..i hope i do good. i BETTER do good..coz i didnt study for SEVEN HOURS for nothing. hehe. well..last night i fell asleep at 9:00 and i woke up this morning at 9:00. So it was 12 STRAiGHT HOURS OF SLEEP. OHH MAAN..it felt GOOOD. =D. some stuff happened last night..and it kinda got me in a bad mood..but it's ok coz it's the past so yeah. i have to straighten out a few things in my life..but other than that..LiFE iS GOOOOD. Tootles.

kevin rawKs ^__________^;

WOW..been quite some time since i last blogged. but yeah. BAND & COLORGUARD went to Championships & brought home FOURTH..out of TEN. =D On friday..i stayed home until 5 something. and then i went over to iliana's house & we jez chilled en talked. jacko & fatty came after a while..and we all watched part of house of 1000 corpses. but yeah..i couldnt get into it. >.<. and we just went to mexican fiesta and iliana got us free food..again. haha
*me talking about food*
iliana: "you dont need money if i'm there" *she thought i was talking about her restaurant*
me: "what are u..God?" HAHAHAHA..it was hella funny.
Hm..yesterday was THANKSGiViNG. and i spent it at home with the WHOLE fam. it was alright i guess. although i couldnt imagine spending my thanksgiving any other way. ^_^. my cousin & phil came at night..and i got to chill w/ phil for a whiles. and i watched Bend it Like Beckham with my cousin Jimmy. then i called my cousin lin to see if she wanted to go shopping today. and yeah..she's picking me up at 1 or something. Gosh, i love this time of the year. Makes me incredibly happy. i guess some of it is all the anticipation of..EVERYTHiNG. and the other half..well..just the holiday feelin? hehe. i still have to read chapters 10 & 11 of Cry, the Beloved Country. i'll do it later. Hm..boy, i got REALLY FAT yesterday. after i ate the first time..i waited for the food to digest and then i ate again. hehe ^_^. well..i'm gunna go..do something else. so bye!!!

well..lets see whats been goin on. Friday..colorguard had their last football game of the year..and marie had her last football game, period. it was sad and she cried..so did jelli and i was getting teary but ROY ROY blew my eye so i wouldnt smudge the make up so yeah. the football game was FUN. A LOT of laughs..and yeah. "i feel like i'm in fat camp..". HAHA after our performance, we went up to the lunch court and parade people started to polish their jazz shoes. we left at 11:00 and yeah. my dad picked me up and we went to taco bell. after that..i went home and ate. and then slept at 12:00. i woke up at 3:40 and then i showered. then andrew called me and we talked for a whiles. after that, i got ready and went to skool at :4:30. i got to skool and saw laurie there..and then we were gunna go look at the stars with joana but then the others came and so we just went in the choir room. we got ready..and then liana came..and some people listened to Mrs. C's "pep talk". then we left..and saw some RO people practicing at 6:00. on the bus..i sat alone..and slept. we got to Arcadia at around 8:30 i think? and yeah..got dressed..got ready..got "crowned". etc. then the frontline went to go practice with Liana while backline hung out w/ band. then yeah..our performance was at 10:48 SHARP. haha. it was kool..i think we did really good. Man..i NEVER see the judges though. i'm fricken blind. but its ok. anyways..after our performance..me, nichole, jessiKWA, lisa, aaron, monica & some other people hung out..and then at 2:00..it was time for awards. we got 2nd place!!!! =D it was really kool. GOOD JOB BAND & COLORGUARD!! after that..we got on the bus and then left. i sat with anna lam..and listened to my music. it was kool..coz the bus was quiet. *ahem* PATTY!! haha. jk i love you!! when i woke up..we were in escondido and just passed north county mall. so then yeah. it was raining..and really dark. we got back to mmhs at around 5:30..and i went to jackies car to put my stuff in there. then i went to the band room..and put my parade thing away. then i saw ANDREW..coz he was there with MiKE..and yeah. we hung out for a bit..and i talked to iLL..and yeah. me & jackie left at around 6:00..so i said bye to andrew..and then yeah. when i got home..i showered..and then talked to iLL for a whiles..and at around 10:40..i SLEPT. and woke up at 1:30 thinking it was already morning. and then i fell asleep again. and then i woke up at 9:30 or something. i was KNOCKED THE FUCK OUT. haha. but yeah..today..i saw my cousin for the first time in SO LONG. and yeah. it was kool. i've missed him. i stayed home..and i just got back from petco with my dad. i was supposed to go shopping. but *shrugs. whatever. um..yeah. that's all..so bye bye!!


Ps: i dont have time for anything..i'm sad. i miss my best friend Ariel..=(. i miss ME. i feel like i've been drained of myself.

Well..today was a really stressful day for me. *PHEW*. i'm just dead tired. Well i woke up at around 10:00..and then i just STUDiED like MAD coz i had a midterm that i NEEDED to do good on. But yeah..i showered..got ready..called liana..and left for Bernardo Heights Middle School. right when i got in the classroom..i sat down & took the test..but not everyone was there coz it was still early..but its ok. Umm..i pretty much knew everything..had a little trouble but my teacher had SYMPATHY coz she knew that i had a competition..so yeah. she helped me..and man..i made A LOT of careless mistakes..but its ok. i was done a bit early..so i just slept..and then my auntie came and drove me to school..((MMHS)) and then umm..yeah. i got ready..went over some flagwork..and we headed to Scripps Ranch High School at around 4:45..i sat by myself and so i was just thinking about some stuff that has been going on..etc. when we got off the bus..we ate..but i wasnt all that hungry so i didnt eat much.."CHiLDREN iN SOMALiA MAN!!" haha jaclyn you crack me up big sister..=D. And then we changed into our class A's..and warmed up with Liana & WALLY was there for a bit. And so was Sara!! but yeah..we went on the field at around 7:45? i'm not sure..and we improved!! AWESOME job guys..i LOVE EACH & EVERY ONE OF YOU GUYS WiTH ALL MY HEART!!!!! =D. After our performance..we changed into our warm ups..and then went back on the field to watch the other schools..i was REALLY tired so i kinda slept..and then it was time for awards..and our lieutenants went up for awards..and yeah. 70 flat. YAY!!! .1 better..but its improved. =D. then we went back to MMHS..and it was around 10:30..so then we waited for the homecoming people to get out..and Mrs. C had a talk with the Sapphire Sound..and then we went back to the lunch court..and yeah. i got to see my best friends from Scripps..Merann & Ariel!!!! & i saw JESSiCA JADE!!! man..everyone looked so pretty in their dresses..i was in my warm ups..=\. but yeah..i hope u guys all had a fun time!!! afterwards..i walked out to the parking lot..and then ariel met andrew!!! haha..i talked to andrew for a bit..and yeah..
Bernice & Andrew
October 18th, 2k3
11:24 pm

***that guy makes me smile..a lot. =D


but yeah..i'm going to sleep now. BYE BYE!!!




i LOVE YA REG!!! =D

WHOA..a LOT of things have been happening in my life since i last blogged HERE. lets see..FiRST PLACE at the BONiTA ViSTA TOURNAMENT. WAHOOO!!!!!! THAT WAS JUST..TERiFFiC. A WHOLE DAY with the people i <3..ALWAiSE wonderful. Anyways..jackson & i are back to being BEST BUDS..=D..so yeah, i'm happy. & GUESS WHAT GUYS?!?! i KNOW THE MEANiNG OF "UNFOOLiSH". OH YEAH BABY...PRETTTTTTY DARN PROUD OF MYSELF. But yeah..ughm..today we had parade practice..but i was a bit late coz after school i had to go STRAiGHT to the doctors..coz of my flu shot..& yeah. at practice.. it was me, nicholey babe, lo-chan, laurie, carla, REG (hah), Bianca, Diane, & i fergot who else..but we're on backline..so yeah. & the vets were there too..so YEUP. it ended at around 4:45..so i went to tha band room..but i donno why..& then i walked w/ lora out to that one lunch court..& then talked to aaron & andrew fer a bit..& then..LEFT FOR HOME. after i got home..i ate..did my homework..& now i'm here.



"i donno..lately..i've felt so..free..




OH YEAH LO-CHAN..HOLLA AT THA DRUMLiNE
HAHA DORK!!!